So Weak Sometimes

I should be stronger than this

So reliant on an emotional crutch to navigate the snow covered fields and abandoned factories here. The rehab wasnt successful, "You're in much deeper than we thought," they said. Turns out they were right. I'm ready to be done with this. I can either keep the crutch or walk with a limp for the rest of my life. I'm not sure which is a worse fate.