I have succeeded in feeling like shit for an entire evening. First for not being 21, then for not having a girlfriend and not even having a girl to crush on and want to be my girlfriend. This is only the second time in my life that i have not had ANYONE, and it sucks completely. Like driving in your car, then breaking down on the side of the road, and having to wait for someone completely wonderful to rescue you. You might stay on the side of the road until you die. Pray that you don't. THEN I felt like shit for being the pretentious and judgemental person that I am, and not being able to apologize for it. People need to get over it.

I drank too much coffee, it is late.

I need a job

I need a place to live

I need love

do you have any of these things? Are you willing to sell them to me at a reasonable price? I would do anything to not feel like me right now.